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목요일, 12월 28, 2006
Not happy = sad?
Listening to: My sad playlist in my WMP
Feeling: Nothing

Hmm it suddenly occurred to me that does being 'not happy' always translate to being 'sad'? I mean even though i am far from wanting to smile n view this world in a positive light, i dun necessarily feel like i am way down in the dumps either.

Its more of a balance between the 2 emotions whereby they negate each other so u end up feeling...

Nothing.

Ya, just nothing.

Nothing comes to your mind, nothing comes into view, nothing goes into your ears.

To put it nicely, maybe thats how you feel when u meditate.

I dunno, i have never meditated before.

But i guess its something along that line..

Something you have to blank out all thoughts one. Right?

But i still dun feel like i have reached a stage of enlightenment leh.

Sian~~

The stupid rain n freezing weather are doing nothing at all to alleviate how i feel.

Did i mention i loathe it immensely when i feel cold beyond my usual threshold?

My hands are so icy i dun even feel them.

*pissed*

If only i can have a pair of red mittens now..

Or better still..

can this person lend me his hands now?


credits to: Cassiopeiasg


또 울어버렸다.. @ 8:52 PM